Thursday, November 5, 2009

just checkin' on myself

"Don't tell your problems to people. 80% don't care; the other 20% are glad you have them" ~
Since everyone’s just crazy about that social interview thingy on facebook, my fiance NOT excluded, I’ve decided to have my own interview here. Out of boredom.

Q: Welcome back! Where have you been?
A: Was I ever away? Did I ever say that I was going anywhere? No? So what’s with the where’ve you been.

Q: Ohh okay, I was just asking out of courtesy and manners. After all you’re the one who’s so hung up about the whole ‘respect’ thingy...
A: True. Anyway let’s get on with our not-so social interview since I’m only technically socializing with you via the keyboard and nothing else.

Q: You’re so funny, do you speak like this in real life?
A: Of course not. This is the cyber world, nothing’s real. But I’m trying to be as real as one could ever be...

Q: But are you really okay now? Everyone’s worried about you.
A: Haha. Yes, I’m feeling so much better thanks. I was a little worried about myself too but I’m at peace with myself now. And just to let you know, it’s okay to be sad and it’s okay to cry. Most importantly, it’s okay to admit that you have rough days and nobody’s perfect.

Q: May we know what you’re up to now..?
A: I have so many things for me to do lined up one weekend after another. But I’m also looking forward to a lot of fun things...I will update as and when necessary.

Q: You must be very busy with the upcoming wedding...
A: I am. And I’m just so excited about it. Have you seen my ticker? You wouldn’t miss it because it’s so obvious. My own ticker gives me the shivers. Don’t tell me I have two months left to be 'single'?

Q: Are you happy?
A: Honestly? I am. Every day I’m happy for all sorts of different reasons. Yesterday I was happy because he gave me a call at an unexpected hour. The day before I was happy because my mom cooked my favourite dish for dinner (and totally sabotaged my so-called diet). On Monday I was happy to see the many, funny pictures from the baby shower. Today I’m happy because I just bought a packet of Famous Amos cookies. I'm not saying life is made out of all things sweet but the message is that, if you want happiness, you've gotta find it. And accept it in whatever form.

Q: But you sounded so...
A: sad? I was and probably still am but that doesn’t stop me from being happy at the same time. Every time I think about people who are less fortunate than me, I feel thankful and grateful. I’ve never failed to feel that way, thank God.

Q: so...
A: Sometimes I’m just disappointed with myself. It doesn’t have to be with somebody. And when I’m mad, it doesn’t mean that I’m mad at somebody. For all you know, I could be frustrated or annoyed with myself. :)

Q: This interview is definitely one of the most boring interviews I’ve ever done.
A: Thank you. I’m sleepy too. Your uncertainties bore me.

Q: I wasn’t being uncertain ok. You did not want to answer personal questions. So what do you expect?
A: ZzZzzZzz....I suck at 'staying up'. I've always, always slept early. Since Uni. I've never burned the midnight oil... *yawn yawn yawn*

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