Last weekend was splenditto. On both days we shopped ‘til we dropped. It was simply a happy and fulfilling weekend. At that time I felt like nothing could bring me down, I was just so high on happiness, everything was in order and my life was not only picture perfect, it was exactly how I wanted it to be and so much more. Until Monday came and ruined it all.
I’ve never been a victim of the so-called Monday blues so whatever I felt yesterday had nothing to do with the blues. I’m only human. No matter how hard I try to pretend or no matter how much I restrain myself from writing about things that bother me, I can’t help but let it slip. A little. “It’s not always rainbows and butterflies” for me too. There are so many things that I so ‘conveniently’ just realized yesterday and the realization hurts. Truth hurts. And the truth is, at the end of the day, you realize that the only two persons in this world who will love you unconditionally and go out of their ways to make you happy are your parents. Always be thankful you have them in your life. I love mine with my heart and soul.
Maybe I’m just being moody, overly emotional, overly sensitive and just a pain in the ass, but I know that even if 70% of the time I don’t make sense, the 30% left makes it painful enough. Admit it. All of you know that you haven’t been playing your respective roles. All of you know I did so much more for all of you than you could ever do for me. All of you know you have disappointed me in one way or another. All of you know I deserve better than this. You are all just so wrong in so many different ways. And you know it.
Sunday was Fifie Fiona’s baby shower. We played the usual games and it was just so much fun! And I won a prize – for correctly guessing the size of the mom-to-be’s tummy. At first I panicked because I cut the ribbon pretty short but ended up I was the closest to the real thing. Ngehehe. I had so much fun with the lovely bunch of people.
On a sad note, I won’t get to see my fiancé until the end of this month. On a brighter note, at the end of this month, he will be back for good. For now at least. On a non-relevant note, I just want to be alone right now.
I’ve never been a victim of the so-called Monday blues so whatever I felt yesterday had nothing to do with the blues. I’m only human. No matter how hard I try to pretend or no matter how much I restrain myself from writing about things that bother me, I can’t help but let it slip. A little. “It’s not always rainbows and butterflies” for me too. There are so many things that I so ‘conveniently’ just realized yesterday and the realization hurts. Truth hurts. And the truth is, at the end of the day, you realize that the only two persons in this world who will love you unconditionally and go out of their ways to make you happy are your parents. Always be thankful you have them in your life. I love mine with my heart and soul.
Maybe I’m just being moody, overly emotional, overly sensitive and just a pain in the ass, but I know that even if 70% of the time I don’t make sense, the 30% left makes it painful enough. Admit it. All of you know that you haven’t been playing your respective roles. All of you know I did so much more for all of you than you could ever do for me. All of you know you have disappointed me in one way or another. All of you know I deserve better than this. You are all just so wrong in so many different ways. And you know it.
Sunday was Fifie Fiona’s baby shower. We played the usual games and it was just so much fun! And I won a prize – for correctly guessing the size of the mom-to-be’s tummy. At first I panicked because I cut the ribbon pretty short but ended up I was the closest to the real thing. Ngehehe. I had so much fun with the lovely bunch of people.
On a sad note, I won’t get to see my fiancé until the end of this month. On a brighter note, at the end of this month, he will be back for good. For now at least. On a non-relevant note, I just want to be alone right now.
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