Ok. There's nothing I want more than that. My whole life, my whole existence is for that one, sole purpose. But I understand that there are obstacles and hurdles I have to overcome before it can come true. I understand it will never be easy. And I understand that for now or even in the near future, it will remain as one huge big dream. A dream is only a dream. I have been doing things I shouldn't be doing to feed my appetite for all things related to that dream. Maybe I'm jumping the gun, maybe I'm being unreasonable but how unreasonable can I be when my wish is so simple and clear? That person doesn't understand this...and we don't talk about it or try to resolve it. Sometimes it's best to leave it at that because it frightens me to ever have the feeling that I'm still so far away from fulfilling that dream. I've never asked for anything much from anybody. Just a little understanding will do. And support.
What am I talking about? Haha, mesti ada assumptions ni but if you know me, you'll know.
3 comments:
my assumption is that u nak kahwin n have many many children?
hishhhhh why so serious?? ke situ pulak.
hehe. so i guess i dont know u after all..
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