Monday, July 5, 2010

patience is a virtue

But one’s patience has its limits. I am beyond irritated. I used to be amused but now I’m just plain angry and for the lack of better word, disgusted. This blog is going to be private because YOU asked for it. I don’t know if it’s going to be permanent, I can’t say what my decision’s going to be like next month or next year but for now, this is it. If you want to continue reading this blog please leave your email address at the comment box. I moderate my comments so I won’t publish your email addresses. Don’t worry. I’m sorry that it has to be this way.

This is not a ‘threat’, this is not about wanting my readers to ‘come out of the closet’ and reveal themselves, it’s not about wanting to do a head count. It’s not even about me not wanting ‘strangers’ to read this blog. In fact, sometimes I think I trust strangers more than I trust the people that I know. Please note that the people that I know and people who are my friends are totally two different things. There’s actually just one specific reason why I’m going private and maybe I will write about it once it’s private! :) So ask yourself, if you think you can be an ethical reader, and I mean it in the broadest sense possible, then you know that the problem isn’t you.

It all seems so complicated because I can’t say things outright because I don’t diss people in my blog. It would be easier if I could just say it…and stop being so cryptic but I could never be shallow. I could never play that game. So this is how it’s going to be for now. Sorry! Please bear in mind that blogger limits the number of addresses that can be added to the list. Thank you. See you in my private ‘villa’ soon. Hehe.

Ps: tarikh tutup penyertaan is by next week.

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