I was thinking of changing my blog layout. Add a little colour and pictures to it. But then I got bored browsing through the templates available online. So I guess Imma stick with this. Until another round of inspiration and enthusiasm kicks in. But Mims I like your gambar atas tu, teach me how to do it please? I want to copy, like how we used to copy copy homework. Hehe.
By the way, am I seeing the right figure at the top of this blog? Is it really F-O-U-R? Do you know how fast time flies? Do you know that 4 months is actually 4 weeks in wedding-time? Panic? Panic? Let me tell you a true story. I haven't bought a single thing for hantaran. :) GOSH I'm so proud of myself, I can be so careless like that eh? I think I will buy everything in November or December. And then there's the guest list. Jaja completed hers. I have yet to finalize mine. Ok, I'm not really telling the truth because I have my guest list already but I'm still adding and deleting (oopss!) names from the list so I wouldn't say it's complete yet, no? I have not finalized my dress for a few occasions too. Honestly, I've started preparing for the big day since merisik. And yet, when the time comes, I still feel like I have not done enough.
4 months tu sangat pendek. Most importantly, am I mentally prepared for it? We keep on focusing on material things and forget about the soul. It gives me the creeps sometimes. Am I prepared to change? To be a different person? I know people say that hey, you're just married, but you're still the same person. How can you be the same person when so many aspects of your life has changed? I'm going to have a new family, a home to call my own, new responsibilities - I'm going to share my whole life after these 4 months, with someone. Isn't that life-changing, self-changing and all the changes in the world put together? The jitters that I feel is not a sign of uncertainty. It's a different kind of jitter. It's more about me. On whether I'd be able to do this or not, whether I'd be a good ..wife (okay, it still feels weird to type that word), whether I'd be able to take care of the house(!!) - I need a whole lot of training on this part. I admit I've never done any work around the house before so this is definitely an area I've got to practice hard. Takutnya!
People tend to forget about the things that they have to handle after the wedding and they're usually just excited about the wedding itself, not marriage. Whenever we feel excited, we're excited about the big day and all the pretty things that will surround us on that day. After the wedding is over and the excitement has died down and relatives have gone back home and friends have stopped congratulating you, what happens next? Just you and the man you married, and your new world begins. :) I am excited about both - the wedding and also marriage - not the idea of being married. Because I know that the 'idea' is usually more ideal than what it will actually turn out to be. At the same time, I know I shouldn't worry too much and just go with the course of things because spending the rest of my life with him sounds absolutely exciting.
This was meant to be a very short post, tiba-tiba sampai sini. Hish, so personal tau! ;p
By the way, am I seeing the right figure at the top of this blog? Is it really F-O-U-R? Do you know how fast time flies? Do you know that 4 months is actually 4 weeks in wedding-time? Panic? Panic? Let me tell you a true story. I haven't bought a single thing for hantaran. :) GOSH I'm so proud of myself, I can be so careless like that eh? I think I will buy everything in November or December. And then there's the guest list. Jaja completed hers. I have yet to finalize mine. Ok, I'm not really telling the truth because I have my guest list already but I'm still adding and deleting (oopss!) names from the list so I wouldn't say it's complete yet, no? I have not finalized my dress for a few occasions too. Honestly, I've started preparing for the big day since merisik. And yet, when the time comes, I still feel like I have not done enough.
4 months tu sangat pendek. Most importantly, am I mentally prepared for it? We keep on focusing on material things and forget about the soul. It gives me the creeps sometimes. Am I prepared to change? To be a different person? I know people say that hey, you're just married, but you're still the same person. How can you be the same person when so many aspects of your life has changed? I'm going to have a new family, a home to call my own, new responsibilities - I'm going to share my whole life after these 4 months, with someone. Isn't that life-changing, self-changing and all the changes in the world put together? The jitters that I feel is not a sign of uncertainty. It's a different kind of jitter. It's more about me. On whether I'd be able to do this or not, whether I'd be a good ..wife (okay, it still feels weird to type that word), whether I'd be able to take care of the house(!!) - I need a whole lot of training on this part. I admit I've never done any work around the house before so this is definitely an area I've got to practice hard. Takutnya!
People tend to forget about the things that they have to handle after the wedding and they're usually just excited about the wedding itself, not marriage. Whenever we feel excited, we're excited about the big day and all the pretty things that will surround us on that day. After the wedding is over and the excitement has died down and relatives have gone back home and friends have stopped congratulating you, what happens next? Just you and the man you married, and your new world begins. :) I am excited about both - the wedding and also marriage - not the idea of being married. Because I know that the 'idea' is usually more ideal than what it will actually turn out to be. At the same time, I know I shouldn't worry too much and just go with the course of things because spending the rest of my life with him sounds absolutely exciting.
This was meant to be a very short post, tiba-tiba sampai sini. Hish, so personal tau! ;p
2 comments:
ha u tau pakai photoshop tak?? kalau tak meh i ajar...or u tell me lah what u want then i try to help u when im free..heheh,,i kan kawan yg baik lagi budiman..hehe
i tak tau photoshop. i will email u what i want and when you're SUPER DUPER BORED or while you tunggu your chicken masak dlm oven, u can play arnd with the pics la ha? :) tambah pahala u.
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