sheer coincidence

OhmyGod thanks for pointing it out Neesa. I feel queasy. Totally uncomfortable. And I hate it when I'm not comfortable in my own zone. My simple rule is this; I won't share what I don't want people to know and the things that I do share here, would be things that I don't mind people knowing. So whatever you get from this space is nothing new, nothing interesting, nothing controversial. I know anybody can read this page. I'm not that naive. Do you really think I don't know the fact that people can easily find me on the world wide web? I've always wanted my blog to be public. Because personally, I find joy in reading other people's blogs - strangers especially. I am a silent reader to many, many blogs from all over the world. So I understand how it feels to take a sneak peak into somebody else's life...without that person's knowledge. But the difference between me and some people/readers out there is that, I'm not a psycho or a weirdo. I don't take that person's identity, I don't copy that person's entry, I don't do anything about what I read. It puts a smile on my face sometimes, it inspires me, it tugs my heart occasionally...and that's about it. That's about all I do or get from reading blogs. So I want people to be able to do that or feel that way when they read mine. If I put this blog on a private mode, this blog wouldn't be the same anymore.

But if you keep on doing this, I might just lose my faith in blogging. I've been 'writing' or blogging or whatever you call it since I was in school. From geocities to diaryland to xanga to wordpress to banyak gila lagi...So I will definitely not let certain things deter me from doing something I enjoy. It doesn't matter what you think anymore. If you want to continue reading, you can send me your e-mail address at noornadira@gmail.com. Just in case, I decide to keep this so-not-private-writings of mine private.

ps: Even if I do it, it's totally out of geliness more than anything...Panjang ceritanya...