in these arms

Stress isn't doing me any good. My solution to stress is oily food and oily food definitely won't make me pretty. I don't think I'm under stress but the symptoms show otherwise. Maybe this feeling is slowly eating me up. Hmmm... As much as I can't wait for D-day to come, I can't wait for the whole 'plan-organize-execute' drama to end either. It is without question, a very fun thing to do and a memorable episode not to forget. But, it is very tiring and takes a whole big chunk of your time too. I know what I'm going to type next will sound very selfish but I miss those days when we could date, or do things, without talking about the wedding and its preparations. I miss being carefree (about the relationship) and not having a care in the world. I've missed so many good movies in the cinema. I miss not having to worry so much about things. Don't get me wrong, I always worry but this is like, way too much even for a worry-pro like me to handle. I miss not having to bug him about things. Yes, I'm a bug. It's a bug's life out there. Sometimes I wish I don't have to because I know how much it annoys him but I need to do it. I need it to save my soul. Haha. And that is why, from day one, I have not interfered in any way at all, in his family's preparations for his side of the deal. I let his parents decide on everything and I truly don't mind. Whatever suits their budget best, whatever makes them happy, whatever they want - they'll get it done their way. :) Except that, the mom did ask me to decide on my own dress and I'm glad that they understand me well enough to know that that is probably the one thing that I don't mind meddling with. Hmm, I don't think we'll go out again before the wedding...except for the next fitting session. I truly miss my fiance! We're both just so busyyy. :( When everything's over and done with, we're going to have all the time in the world to ourselves. And then it's time for a movie marathon! I can't wait to start dating again...